Somehow I get to this point in the day, and I am so overcome by emotions I barely know what to do with myself. I am drained and I mean beyond drained. My eyes don't want to stay open, but at the same time all they want to do is tear up. I sit here fighting back the tears and all the hurts and all the pain.
I feel like not only am I fighting to stay above water emotionally because of all of this, but I am fighting to keep my feet on solid ground when it comes to other people. Why does everyone choose to kick you when you are down? WHY does everyone choose your weakest moments to try and attack.
Note to all, if you wanted to hurt me you have, if you wanted to tear me apart you did, if you wanted to destroy me your doing a great job. HOWEVER, when all is said and done, I WILL still be standing, so take your best shot, this is probably the one time when I won't fight back.... BUT watch out people cause karma is a bitch..
